So I realized I never even posted my follow up after my wedding on here. It was magical to say the least!! Well... for me it was magical. I still feel some resentment from my family since they couldn't actually be there for the ceremony. I feel like I made the right choice and I will stand behind my decision!!
But it has bee 8 short months since I made my promises to my husband, my life is forever changed and I love it. I know now that there is nothing better than waking up next to the man you love and letting him know it. When he leaves for work, and I can't seem to wake up fully I am sure that my stumbled and muffled I love you leaves something to be desired. yet, I know that when he does it to me, he means it. There are times when I think what if... what if I met him a few months later and I was dating someone else, would I have never married him. What if I decided not to go on that temple trip when we met... would I have never married him. What if... what if... what if... it seems that life is one big what if. But Given the chance I would do it all over again and not change a single thing... well maybe one... but that's a MINOR detail that really didn't make much of a difference.
Always and Forever, Mrs. Provost
Monday, January 24, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Day destroys the night....
Sleep I think is the never ending quest for enlightment. It seems that sleep is the one thing that makes us all feel better but it is the hting that most of us lack. I miss my firends and family and i miss the fact that I can just call one persona nd all of the sudden make a party, but I know that I will be developing new relationships and I will make new friends and I will have party central again.
Work recently has been less than desireable, and I miss feeling fulfilled, I am more than anything looking forward to not having to work at the NEX anymore. But it's a job and it pays the bills, so until the day that I gamble I guess I will work...
Work recently has been less than desireable, and I miss feeling fulfilled, I am more than anything looking forward to not having to work at the NEX anymore. But it's a job and it pays the bills, so until the day that I gamble I guess I will work...
Thursday, May 20, 2010
The final countdown....
So it's only two days until the wedding and I feel like there is still so much to do. Seriously though, there is not enough time in a day, and I know that tomorrow is going to be horribly SWAMPED with stuff to do. Today, Wanda gets in at 4, Konesky and Truman should get here about 3 a.m. I am so stoked to see them seriously I haven't seen them in forever and it/s gonna be awesome.
Stephanie volunteered to do the flowers and now we can't find white roses, I think I may just cop out and do red roses... they will still be super pretty. She is doing all the and corsages at her house and is going to do the bouquets here. I so cannot wait!
Just a few things that I have on my list today, I am kinda thinking about calling in to work since there is so much to do still. Some of these are pretty big things too. lol
Get Marriage License... just gotta pick it up.
Get the accessories to the people... we have stuff we need to give to Davey and April and stuff for Felicia and Jeff.
Try and find the flowers... you would be surprised how many people don't carry white roses with 60 cm heads!
Get the juices... Robert and I have forgotten for days to do this!
Get the cups, plates, and forks... seriously though we went through Sam's and still forgot to get these. ARGH!
Steam dress... I still don't know which veil I should use, MB says the long one but I am just not crazy about it!
I sent Robert an e-mail and let him know that there is a bunch going on. I have to say he has been such a trooper, seriously though, he has pretty well taken care of the move and the straightening of the house himself. I have been working then doing wedding stuff so my days and nights have been full. Now it's down to the wire and I feel like I haven't done anything for this wedding! ARGH! I know it's gonna be a blast and I can't wait for all this to be over, now I really understand why people ELOPE! lol.
It just seems like there is more to do than I have hours in the day and it all has to get done today because tomorrow my mom (don't know if she is still doing it) wants to send Wanda and I to a spa for the morning to calm me down. If you don't know by now I am a very high strung person, I feed off stress and it works for me, but she for some reason wants me to enjoy this weekend! YEAH RIGHT! :D Just kidding, I know it will rock! Anyways, after the spa thing I have to be leaving the house by 2:30 AT THE LATEST to get to the temple in time to do the endowments. 2:30 is cutting it close and I still have so much to do with that but it will work out, hopefully. I think I am going to more so be floating for the next few day and they are going to be such a rush I am not going to know what to do. After the endowments (which are at 5:30) we will head back home putting us here around 11 or 12, then it's up at 5 to make sure that I have everything ready for the wedding (which is at 10:20) so it's leaving for Columbia at 7:30 at the very latest to make sure and get there on time to get the pre stuff done. Then it's home around 2ish and a reception at 4. Then at some point in this day I am supposed to have fun and be happy... I am going to have to schedule that in too! ARGH! LOL!
The best part of this weekend is knowing that after it's over I never have to do it again until I have a kid of my own. Then I still have minimum 18 years before I have to even begin to worry about it. You know I wouldn't change a thing about this wedding even though it was done in 45 days and there is still so much to do, I know that it's gonna be perfect just because the perfect combination for a wedding and reception is probably, good people having fun and celebrating! Life couldn't be better!
Well it's time to start getting ready for work!
thus starts day 2!
Stephanie volunteered to do the flowers and now we can't find white roses, I think I may just cop out and do red roses... they will still be super pretty. She is doing all the and corsages at her house and is going to do the bouquets here. I so cannot wait!
Just a few things that I have on my list today, I am kinda thinking about calling in to work since there is so much to do still. Some of these are pretty big things too. lol
Get Marriage License... just gotta pick it up.
Get the accessories to the people... we have stuff we need to give to Davey and April and stuff for Felicia and Jeff.
Try and find the flowers... you would be surprised how many people don't carry white roses with 60 cm heads!
Get the juices... Robert and I have forgotten for days to do this!
Get the cups, plates, and forks... seriously though we went through Sam's and still forgot to get these. ARGH!
Steam dress... I still don't know which veil I should use, MB says the long one but I am just not crazy about it!
I sent Robert an e-mail and let him know that there is a bunch going on. I have to say he has been such a trooper, seriously though, he has pretty well taken care of the move and the straightening of the house himself. I have been working then doing wedding stuff so my days and nights have been full. Now it's down to the wire and I feel like I haven't done anything for this wedding! ARGH! I know it's gonna be a blast and I can't wait for all this to be over, now I really understand why people ELOPE! lol.
It just seems like there is more to do than I have hours in the day and it all has to get done today because tomorrow my mom (don't know if she is still doing it) wants to send Wanda and I to a spa for the morning to calm me down. If you don't know by now I am a very high strung person, I feed off stress and it works for me, but she for some reason wants me to enjoy this weekend! YEAH RIGHT! :D Just kidding, I know it will rock! Anyways, after the spa thing I have to be leaving the house by 2:30 AT THE LATEST to get to the temple in time to do the endowments. 2:30 is cutting it close and I still have so much to do with that but it will work out, hopefully. I think I am going to more so be floating for the next few day and they are going to be such a rush I am not going to know what to do. After the endowments (which are at 5:30) we will head back home putting us here around 11 or 12, then it's up at 5 to make sure that I have everything ready for the wedding (which is at 10:20) so it's leaving for Columbia at 7:30 at the very latest to make sure and get there on time to get the pre stuff done. Then it's home around 2ish and a reception at 4. Then at some point in this day I am supposed to have fun and be happy... I am going to have to schedule that in too! ARGH! LOL!
The best part of this weekend is knowing that after it's over I never have to do it again until I have a kid of my own. Then I still have minimum 18 years before I have to even begin to worry about it. You know I wouldn't change a thing about this wedding even though it was done in 45 days and there is still so much to do, I know that it's gonna be perfect just because the perfect combination for a wedding and reception is probably, good people having fun and celebrating! Life couldn't be better!
Well it's time to start getting ready for work!
thus starts day 2!
Monday, May 17, 2010
Almost 5 days....
So the dress came. It is so beautiful and I can't help but smile when I think about it. My life feels like it is almost complete now. Seriously though, when I can share that with Robert I will feel like my life is full. I felt like such a princess in it, and I felt like I could wear it forever. I love this dress so much. I will be posting pictures but then I can't because Robert isn't supposed to see it. So maybe I will end up sending them out to people. There are a few things that I have left to get before my job is officially complete, well I have to get married to get that. lol The only things that I have left really is, get a marriage license, get to the temple and get married. The reception is all gonna happen no matter what. I know that i have to get a platter for the people to sign, and I have to get the cake cutter and server. Then I have to get a basket for cards and stuff. I am going to get the one that we have in the NEX that has the liner and I want to embroider the liner. I think it will be adorable.
The rest of the stuff is the food stuff. I am pretty sure that I am going to get food and stuff from Sam's club tomorrow or maybe Wednesday. I can't wait to get that stuff in order. We have the dance songs picked out and we have the ring ceremony stuff picked out. We are pretty well all in order, it's just a matter of making it all work out. I can't help being so stinkin happy right now. I am going to try and e-mail some pictures and I am going to try and get s few opinions on which veil I should use. I think the one that came with the dress is too long. But I will see.
Also new on the plate, we got Robert moved in. I got him in there and we got most things set up. Tomorrow MB and I are going to try and unpack and set up some more stuff. Then there are a few things that we need to get before we are completely set up, like a SHOWER CURTAIN! lol Robert is going to be forced to take baths for a few weeks. I am thinking that we may get a sliding door installed like at his house.
ALSO! I got the cake toppers, the one that is going on the top layer is a silver heart with a tux and gown on little hangers and on the second tier there is a little Mr. and Mrs. that is a silver reflective thing. IT IS SO COOL! I want to thank my MB and my MOM for getting them for me. It is awesome! What else is there... Hmm...
BRIDAL SHOWER! That was so much fun, lots and lots of thanks to Morgana, Nikelle, and Jilli for setting this up for me. I had a BLAST! Some part were a little odd and some parts were normal but they were all so much fun! Got alot of cool presents and some naughty ones they were the funniest. This is going so well....
day 6 is closing!
The rest of the stuff is the food stuff. I am pretty sure that I am going to get food and stuff from Sam's club tomorrow or maybe Wednesday. I can't wait to get that stuff in order. We have the dance songs picked out and we have the ring ceremony stuff picked out. We are pretty well all in order, it's just a matter of making it all work out. I can't help being so stinkin happy right now. I am going to try and e-mail some pictures and I am going to try and get s few opinions on which veil I should use. I think the one that came with the dress is too long. But I will see.
Also new on the plate, we got Robert moved in. I got him in there and we got most things set up. Tomorrow MB and I are going to try and unpack and set up some more stuff. Then there are a few things that we need to get before we are completely set up, like a SHOWER CURTAIN! lol Robert is going to be forced to take baths for a few weeks. I am thinking that we may get a sliding door installed like at his house.
ALSO! I got the cake toppers, the one that is going on the top layer is a silver heart with a tux and gown on little hangers and on the second tier there is a little Mr. and Mrs. that is a silver reflective thing. IT IS SO COOL! I want to thank my MB and my MOM for getting them for me. It is awesome! What else is there... Hmm...
BRIDAL SHOWER! That was so much fun, lots and lots of thanks to Morgana, Nikelle, and Jilli for setting this up for me. I had a BLAST! Some part were a little odd and some parts were normal but they were all so much fun! Got alot of cool presents and some naughty ones they were the funniest. This is going so well....
day 6 is closing!
Friday, May 14, 2010
one up one down! 8 days left
Well let's see... got some ups and downs today, turns out that the cake topper that we ordered was not in stock so I told my sister to just cancel the order. But on a good note, my mom wanted to buy my cake topper so this gives my sisters and my mom the chance to go out and buy the cake topper. I am pretty sure that we are going to go with a momogram topper that says Mr. and Mrs. and it's mirrored or it's a silver heart with a tux and wedding gown. It's really cute. I will post pics when I know more. They are out and about doing that stuff in Texas right now. Man I wish I was home right now, oh well. I miss my madre. :( Oh well.
On a better note though, I saw the tracking info for the dress and they have my dress shipped and since it's an international thing it says pick up on May 15th. I am just not sure if that's when it gets delivered or when the delivery company picks it up to bring it to the house, either way I should have my dress tomorrow or possibly Monday because I know that no one delivers on Sunday's. Anyways, that is so dang exciting! I can't wait for it to get here. Plus I think I am going to drag Robert to the flower store and let him know exactly what I need and have him pick them up for me. I have pretty well decided on doing a boquet of 18 white roses, then I can do like two small boquets or just use the left over roses and petals to decorate the tables. So that is on my todo list for next week. MB is still doing the food, and the table decorations are all done.
Side note: i think Felicia is going to be setting up the tables on Thursday so if there is anyone that after institute that wants to help, if you want to just go to the gym and ask her if she needs anything that would be awesome! :D
So, the cake topper is changing, but the dress should be here (fingers crossed tomorrow!) Also I am not so skilled in the whole "bead work" for the veil thing, so I think I am going to cheat and just buy something pretty to clip in my hair that will sit above the veil, that sounds lovely doesn't it. Claire's here I come! Maybe I will see Kylee... :D
Well, that is about all that is new, The bridal shower is tonight at 7, I know that there will be games and desserts and stuff, so that will be cool. I can't wait to be there! YAY! COME ONE COME ALL!
8 days... WHOA!
On a better note though, I saw the tracking info for the dress and they have my dress shipped and since it's an international thing it says pick up on May 15th. I am just not sure if that's when it gets delivered or when the delivery company picks it up to bring it to the house, either way I should have my dress tomorrow or possibly Monday because I know that no one delivers on Sunday's. Anyways, that is so dang exciting! I can't wait for it to get here. Plus I think I am going to drag Robert to the flower store and let him know exactly what I need and have him pick them up for me. I have pretty well decided on doing a boquet of 18 white roses, then I can do like two small boquets or just use the left over roses and petals to decorate the tables. So that is on my todo list for next week. MB is still doing the food, and the table decorations are all done.
Side note: i think Felicia is going to be setting up the tables on Thursday so if there is anyone that after institute that wants to help, if you want to just go to the gym and ask her if she needs anything that would be awesome! :D
So, the cake topper is changing, but the dress should be here (fingers crossed tomorrow!) Also I am not so skilled in the whole "bead work" for the veil thing, so I think I am going to cheat and just buy something pretty to clip in my hair that will sit above the veil, that sounds lovely doesn't it. Claire's here I come! Maybe I will see Kylee... :D
Well, that is about all that is new, The bridal shower is tonight at 7, I know that there will be games and desserts and stuff, so that will be cool. I can't wait to be there! YAY! COME ONE COME ALL!
8 days... WHOA!
Monday, May 10, 2010
Day 12.... A G A I N!
So just a quick update... they said that they shipped the dress! Just wanted to add in how freakin excited I am!
Day 12... no dress but we have a topper.
So It's technically 8:48 on Tuesday May 11th for China. They said they would ship the dress on the 10th.... I haven't gotten a shipping e-mail yet. I kinda wanna cry. I bet it will all work out somehow though. Good new is we got the cake topper, I am stoked for it too! You have no idea. I also need to post a picture of m veil, call me a slacker, I completely forgot to do that. Only a few people have seen it. They all liked it though, I was happy when felicia saw it and thought I bought it, I was like WHOA I didn't know I did that good of a job for it to look like you could buy it somewhere!
Uh, the cake topper isn't a typical topper but it fits Robert and I so well!
I absolutely love it and Robert let me pick it. The first thing my mom asked was, what will the future in-laws think? I hope they will have a good sense of humor about it. I loved it more than life itself!! Ok maybe not that much but it was most definitely my favorite. :D
Anyways, I am thinking that maybe I will give it until tomorrow since the time is different. I don't know if they meant that they would ship it tonight, since it is technically tomorrow for them already. I am kinda grasping for any little bit of hope that it will get sent and it will get here in time. I don't actually know what I will do if it doesn't come in. I found a few dressed that I liked, but I loved this one. Oh well.... just gotta hope and pray that it will work out!
Well, that is all that's new today.... Everyone pray that I get that e-mail tonight and when I wake up tomorrow I will be way freakin happy!!
Uh, the cake topper isn't a typical topper but it fits Robert and I so well!
I absolutely love it and Robert let me pick it. The first thing my mom asked was, what will the future in-laws think? I hope they will have a good sense of humor about it. I loved it more than life itself!! Ok maybe not that much but it was most definitely my favorite. :D
Anyways, I am thinking that maybe I will give it until tomorrow since the time is different. I don't know if they meant that they would ship it tonight, since it is technically tomorrow for them already. I am kinda grasping for any little bit of hope that it will get sent and it will get here in time. I don't actually know what I will do if it doesn't come in. I found a few dressed that I liked, but I loved this one. Oh well.... just gotta hope and pray that it will work out!
Well, that is all that's new today.... Everyone pray that I get that e-mail tonight and when I wake up tomorrow I will be way freakin happy!!
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