8 months and counting...

So I realized I never even posted my follow up after my wedding on here. It was magical to say the least!! Well... for me it was magical. I still feel some resentment from my family since they couldn't actually be there for the ceremony. I feel like I made the right choice and I will stand behind my decision!!

But it has bee 8 short months since I made my promises to my husband, my life is forever changed and I love it. I know now that there is nothing better than waking up next to the man you love and letting him know it. When he leaves for work, and I can't seem to wake up fully I am sure that my stumbled and muffled I love you leaves something to be desired. yet, I know that when he does it to me, he means it. There are times when I think what if... what if I met him a few months later and I was dating someone else, would I have never married him. What if I decided not to go on that temple trip when we met... would I have never married him. What if... what if... what if... it seems that life is one big what if. But Given the chance I would do it all over again and not change a single thing... well maybe one... but that's a MINOR detail that really didn't make much of a difference.

Always and Forever, Mrs. Provost

Day destroys the night....

Sleep I think is the never ending quest for enlightment. It seems that sleep is the one thing that makes us all feel better but it is the hting that most of us lack. I miss my firends and family and i miss the fact that I can just call one persona nd all of the sudden make a party, but I know that I will be developing new relationships and I will make new friends and I will have party central again.

Work recently has been less than desireable, and I miss feeling fulfilled, I am more than anything looking forward to not having to work at the NEX anymore. But it's a job and it pays the bills, so until the day that I gamble I guess I will work...